in that day

in that day,

i dont want a big party,

i dont want a nice cake with candle,

in that day ,i just wanna smile,

smile for everything . for my future, my happiness, my friends, and for MY MOM .

i just wanna smile , not smile which usually i show it .

i think my smile so counterfeit . cause behind in my smile there's crying endlessly .

i always smile in the morning and all day, but if night came, 

i will sat and think . . . . "why i'm so different?"and without realized my tears felt.

the most things which i dont like it.

1.when shcool report card shared,i always jealous with my friends, cause they can take they father, and i can't do that .

2.when my friends told about they family,and they fathers who very kind and great in they eyes .

why must talk to me? actually i dont wanna heard that . it make me feel hurt .

but they have a right to do that .

in that day. . . . . .

i will try for changessssss.

changes for everything !