Free? War? Peace?

I'm just waiting for that moment. The moment when you feel free. Free from anything, anyone or everybody. Cuz there is someone who can let me go and I'm always look at him while I'm walking. He's hunting me every time, every moment and every second that I breathe.

This is very annoying, cuz I guess, no I mean I need to look forward and walking to the right path for the rainbow. Is it hard? cuz the problem solution is very very simple. I just need to think that I can create the happiness. By the way, bout the "happiness thing", everyone need and deserve to get their happiness. So do I. the classic quote said that happiness is not to be searched, you just need to create it.

The past is the problem now. They're always following us, and we just says "please... make peace with us". Don't kick them out, just make peace with them. Sometimes not always, we learn from the past. They teach us to be a better person for the next time. So, don't be a donkey! who always fall in the same place.

I did it for the 3 years in the past. This year, I'm trying to stop it. Stop to be a donkey! Just.... this mind. It's all about this mind. I have to make peace first and stop the war!