I can’t think anymore! Don’t do this to me; I just want
to make another happy. I don’t want to hurt somebody. I always hurt another so
I have many enemies in my life.
Now, I don’t want to make mistake again. The
second purpose in life is to make another happy because of you. I have to
mature from now.
You know, yesterday I didn’t know what should I do, I
lost my direction for a while because everything was happening make me to hold
my breath. I don’t know who should I talk to and I realize, I don’t have a true
friends or someone that can to be my listening. Writing, writing is my escaping
and my faith listening of course. I can tell anything but I still lonely. That
is the fact.
Try to be honest to yourself for your life. That is
very important because you have to be yourself every time and in every
condition that can makes you stronger than ever.
I never afraid like this before. It is like everyone
take the air and I can’t breathe anymore. I hate myself like this. Wake up and
try to open your mind, you have to live alone, think about anything that you
can do it with yourself. I am totally lost direction now. I don’t know how to
think about life, I am forgetting about that. They are happy with their life, I
just want to happy too. I love their eyes that have many of meaning in their
life.
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